Sunday, August 23, 2009

its 5pm and i just woke up. i seriously need to change my body clock back to normal. lol.

supposed to go church this morning, but i was just too tired. gei kianged. last night shld have slept. lol. but i promised my friend i'd go next sat. i mean, its for me, its not for my friend.
i need direction, i need a new meaning to life.. im going to church to look for it. cause i know i did have one when i was regularly attending.

it was raining heavily last night, and when i woke up as well.. cold as ever, but good for a long sleep. sleep is indeed a great way to escape.

how do i prove that i'll be okay? but do you even care?
im supposed to be solving this and not sleeping. sigh..

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the pain knows no bounds..
my soul is screaming and screeching
it's foul, whats inside
you wont find it anywhere on the streets,
just in my heart
it is unique.
just when i try to solve it,
something comes over me
stifling my existence
resisting my effort

"when will this ever end??!" - Drow Ranger and Death Prophet. =.="
~This is for Eternity ♪ at 5:07 PM