Tuesday, August 25, 2009

alright! i got up so early! LOL!

today last UT. guess what, i dont even know which module is it!! HAHA!
yeah, im very bo chup when it come to my studies.
right now, i've got time to kill while my maid cooks my noodles.

finally i can stay up without feeling guilty. lol.

tomorrow got party. sian? hope not. mary's birthday..
good thing it's nearby. pasir ris only.. haha! i think i can cycle there lor.
dont think i'd know anyone else going other then the birthday girl herself..
the rest of my friends all dont wanna go. siannnnnnnnnn
so i'll be alone again. haha. reminds me of the last time i went to her birthday, it was...
emo. haha. i was alone la! there was this girl i used to like, so i went there particularly for her.
just so i could you know, see her. haha.
but i didnt talk to her much la. shy ma.. =x that was in sec 2 i think. haha. so friggin long time ago laaa! LOL

damn sian now.. nothing much to look forward to for the next few days other then mary's party. oh, sunday is janet's party. LOL. time to merlion again? hmm.. who knows. lol.
next weekend is the SP party.
then i think the following week is weilun's party.
after that no more liao. for now. lol.
a lot of parties going on. haha. but at least i wont have to stay at home and do nothing.

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sometimes loneliness gets the better of me

when the night is cold and im all alone
sitting in my room, with nowhere to go
no place to hangout, no person to love
am i really that bad, just simply not worth?

and yet, i still live, for what you might ask
i honestly cannot tell, too many things, too fast
my life's everchanging, and im losing myself
my own identity, just cant love myself

not as much as im supposed to
what do you propose i should do?
if someone could tell me
why my life always seems to be
this painful and exhausting
i think i should stop drinking. =P
~This is for Eternity ♪ at 8:58 AM