Saturday, August 22, 2009

aight. just woke up from a short slumber. 6 friggin hours to recover from drinking.
short right? yeah, i feel damn paiseh sia.. puked last night. and once again, it was cause i was too full and tired. i didnt get drunk, after puking, i still can drink. lol

anyways, yesterday went out with R2E ppl for dinner and slack at simlim. they call it zai dui cause lexus works there. lol.
went to meet nicole after that at like, 12am? at kallang leisure park. and that place is @#%$-ed! so big no POSB atm. wtf right? but nicole said they gonna build. dont know when only. lol.

anyways, there no more movie, so went to cine lor. thank God for jeremy. he was at cine stalking ppl. lol.. no he's not a stalker. "special mission". lol. then he helped me check timings lor. then me and nicole went down to cine. watched UP! funny show. quite touching also. and we were both freezing in the cinema. lol. oh oh! then there was this cleaning lady, when the movie ended, we were walking out of the door, this lady was standing there sleeping! LOL~ nicole said she saw her before, sleeping at the front row. haha. funny sia..

then we headed to geylang to find shereen. went to drink. DJ MERLION!! LOL! stout quite nice to drink. first time drinking. then cabbed home after that lor..

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sometimes i feel i listen too much, and have too little opinions..
ppl ask me about how they feel, i dont know how to tell them, cause im always neutral.
dont know if its a good thing or not. im just probably scared to offend ppl

got new insight about some stuff, guess i better understand you now..
if only you could better understand how i feel. but it doesnt matter, as long as you're doing fine.
i dont know how long it'll take for me to move on, and im not saying i will make any effort either.
maybe im just lazy to get out of this situation and move to another. or maybe im just scared.
"fear is in the eyes of the beholder." but what if you cant see what's gonna happen, and you're scared. does that still apply? everyone's got their social fears.. ppl who've seen shit will have them.
sometimes i wish there wasnt such a thing as love in this world. or at least, feelings that lead to love. wouldnt be so complicated. but what to do, life loves to make a fool of us sometimes.

im glad i was there to see you in that state, and not leaving you to be..
sometimes i feel i wanna be your guardian angel, just to watch over you. but the pain is excrutiating at times.. no sacrifice, no glory. guess that's what it means.
i miss you, even though i see you.. will there be a breakthrough at all..? sigh..
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The pain inside, can you see it
The open wound that's bleeding, i know you didnt mean it
But it burns and it yearns
For a break, to recuperate.
It's tired and it's weary..
And we all know, only you can save me..
~This is for Eternity ♪ at 4:48 PM